Monday, April 18, 2011

I understand that people....

have lives.  In fact, I have one, too.  I can't even get to my knitting group every week because of how often I go to Vernonia.  So......I've been weepy all day.  No matter the topic at work, I would tear up.  About 11:40AM. I felt like I got hit with a lightning bolt.  Instantly I was sweating, got nauseated, was shaking so I thought the usual.....hypoglycemia which happens to me now and then.  I ate a piece of candy that I keep around just in case and my nausea only got worse.  By the time I left STD clinic and went back to the Lab, I was on the verge of vomiting.  Needless to say, I came home.  While waiting on the Max I called Susan.  Told her about my feelings.....like I posted about yesterday and of course, she gets it.  But.....as we discussed people have lives and I just need to let it ago.  She has a friend who started a group (that's how Susan met her friend)and it eventually fell apart.  People have lives.  But I think my situation is a bit different.  My group people left and started another group!  OK.....this is it.  GET OVER IT! 

On a new note, I was told I was beautiful today....from a man!  Another guy last week called me beautiful, too, but he's gay.  Does that count? 

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