I am becoming

my fibromyalgia.  I absolutely hate even the thought of it.  But it is starting......well, it has been ruling my life.  The fatigue is the worst.  I had big hopes for getting things done on this holiday (President's Day).  I didn't wake up until 11:30AM and I'm very fatigued today.  I've done nothing today except to knit and talk to Susan on the phone.  How do I change what I am when what I am cannot be changed?