until Christmas and I haven't bought a thing. I can't blame Amy's death on this as it's been 20 years and I can't blame my health, really. And it's not a financial thing. But it's more emotional..... like all my enthusiam is gone. And I don't know how to get it back. I love buying presents for the kids and I love seeing their faces when they open them. I have to make a commitment to get up early tomorrow on Saturday and spend the entire day shopping. Luckily I can rest for 2 hours at my knitting group.
Work is the same, old crap. Nothing like getting yelled at because you were the first person "she" saw. I ignored it and went back to work. What a crazy place! God, please help me!
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